Posts Tagged ‘meditation’

Finding Separation From Our Problems

Monday, October 4th, 2010

Attachment to our problems is one of the more challenging aspects of moving forward in our lives.

The New Church perspective is that many winds of thought course through our minds incessantly.  The sources are spiritual – forces from heaven calling us towards what is good and true, forces from hell calling us towards what is evil and false.  We of course  get to choose which ones we direct our attentive towards.  A phrase carrying a great deal of wisdom in it is to “pay attention.”  Attentiveness “costs” – it is something we must pay for.   To pay attention to the negative influences “costs” us the ability to be attentive towards the good and vice versa.

I have been thinking a lot about how to come from a centered place grounded in God  somewhere beneath these winds that shift back and forth incessantly.  Maybe that is where mediation comes in.

Interesting that “meditating on God’s Word” was one of Emanuel Swedenborg’s “Rules  of Life.”  That concept strongly aligns with the broader Christian concept of centering prayer.  Prayer as meditation on the Word focuses us in.

Imagine a meditation on the Beatitudes – in weakness there is strength, in surrender there is power.    A simple focus – 20 minutes, in a quite space – on those words, while holding the Christ-centered visual image of core light in our soul, the Divine Spark as it were, can pull us under the winds so to speak and allow us into a place where we can witness the ebb and flow of thought in a none-attached way.

Fascinating that New Church theology contains within it the concept that if we truly knew good thoughts were from heaven, evil thoughts from hell, we would be healed, we would be saved at that moment – a clear call to non-attachment as a worthy goal.

In that grounded-ness, in that touch point deep within, lies peace, a peace from which we hold the challenges of the day – challenges of faith, job, relationship – far differently.  That is the place where we can best address the problems that need addressed, and leave alone the problems that need no addressing.

I want to see God but I can’t

Thursday, September 2nd, 2010

Many people want to “see” God, experience God.  But the “seeing”, the experience, eludes them.  How then do we see God when our best efforts seem to leave us “without”, searching within what appears to b a vacuum?

To start, God simply “is.”  That means that God is something we awaken to vs. journey to.  We can often fall into the belief that certain actions will inevitably lead us to the experience of God.  I have not found that to be true.  My understanding is that we do those “actions’ – be they prayer, reading, meditation, service, worship – so that we are awake when God shows up. They do not create the experience.  They do however ensure that we are awake enough to know when the experience arrives.

Secondly, God’s presence is most often not of the “clouds parting” “trumpet blaring” variety.  The experiences tend to be far more gentle.  One author compared God’s voice to being as quiet as the beating of our own heart  (Try listening to your heart beating to get an idea of what that means).  While some individuals do experience the granduer of God in dramatic fashion – i.e. Martin Luther, Emanuel Swedenborg, Bill Wilson – most of us experience God in more muted yet not any less powerful ways.  That is why perhaps Jesus spoke of the presence of the Divine as the spirit, a word that can be translated “wind.”

One author’s point is one I have been thinking a great deal about recently.  Her perspective grew out of a endless prayers for the experience of Divine.  What she came to realize was that God’s answer to her longing was her longing.  It was that love, that compassion, that “pull” in her heart that bore great fruit in her life, a “pull” that might have moved her more in her life than any dramatic presentation of God.

If the pull to experience God is moving you forward in your life, that might just be the whole point.  That might just be the mercy and compassion of God at work in your life. Stay awake.  Keep doing the work.  God will show Himself in the ways He knows to be most important in light of goals that are eternal, not temporal.  Those are not often the most dramatic but they are the most transformative.